The band room looks bloody awesome

 

Life's one big fuck.

Okay. Hello TVOH. I know I was very pissed just now and I am glad I didn't really vent it to everyone because I would have regretted it. Lesson learnt today, be happy at whatever cost. Though letting out your true feelings is what Cedarians always tell you to do, to me, its just a way for them to know the latest fact from your thoughts and then exaggerate the whole story and form a gossip. It would hurt. So I'd rather be safe than sorry.

I need to hand in my Biolofuckgy homework by the end of this month and technically, I don't really have the time. I have 5 days until it's due. 120 hours. Subtracting time for band, CIP, Open House and procrastination, I barely have enough time. So I'm bloody messed up. Procrastination is really dangerous and its getting to me.

Library Admin Work (LAW-What fuck?). Bloody shitload of scores to send down. But, I actually like it because it can help improve the communication and also the bond between leaders but not when its fucking raining! So many scores to be dried, so little time. The rain better not fall tomorrow morning or I will be sad that my beloved scores are ruined and soggy.

Open House. Band is not prepared. But, hopefully, things will turn out well because we are bloody brilliant.

Other people use 'fucking' but the British, they use 'bloody'. Which I like.

You're still my friend

I don't need you to be rich. I don't need you to have tons of followers. I don't care if the world is against you or if your boyfriend's being a bitch. I don't need you to have a thousand friends on Facebook or a billion pictures with so many likes. I don't judge you and I think that's the worst thing I have done or not done. You're still my friend though. I think of you everyday in fact. Maybe everyday. I don't know if you do too. We have been friends for years so I guess its only natural. I love you. Hope to see you soon.

I love Simple Plan

To see you when I wake up is a gift 
I didn't think could be real
To know that you feel the same as I do 
Is a three fold utopian dream
You do something to me that i can't explain
So would i be out of line if I said
I miss you

I see your picture
I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine
You have only been gone 10 days 
But already I'm wasting away
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon
But I need you to know
That I care
And I miss you

The Breaking of the Fellowship

When the cold of winter comes,

Starless night will cover day

In the veiling of the sun,

We will walk in bitter rain.

But in dreams,

I can hear your name.

And in dreams,

We will meet again.

When the seas and mountains fall

And we come to end of days,

In the dark I hear a call

Calling me there

I will go there

And back again. 

Uh oh

I just realised today that my juniors stalk me. What the deuce. 

One day, in my late night dreams, I will marry Stewie Griffin in one of those countries having war (I'm afraid to name them because spies may come and get me!) so that after/during our wedding, he can bomb the world to create a big crater and leave us two standing on the only ground that remains standing so that we can really say that we are on top of the world.

All Time Low

I got your picture

I'm coming with you

Dear Maria, count me in

There's a story at the bottom of this bottle

And I'm the pen

When the lights go up

Go on and play the leader

'Cause you know it's what you're good at;

The low road for the fast track

Make every second last

Live and let live

I'll be the narrator

Telling another tale of the Plemping dream

I see your name in lights

We can make you a star

We'll take the world by storm

It isn't that hard.

Take a breath

And let the rest come easy

Never settle down

Always want more

HA HA HA HA

What is wrong with the world?!

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I shall admit

1. I'm a nerd, and I'm proud to be one because I know it is good for me
2. I love Maths. Back to 1
3. I love Science too. 
4. I have a fetish for A1s :\
5. I love music
6. And life is good when I make it that way

Don't judge. 

I shall do what Suhair did

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I hope it helps ._.

I sense something, something strange

Kriste Eleison

See on your way
Children forgotten and lost.
Give them a hand,
To lead them
To other tomorrows.
Feel in the the middle of the night
The wave of hope,
The ardor of life,
The path to glory.

Childish joys,
Erased and forgotten too soon.
A golden light shines endlessly
At the end of the road.

Feel in the the middle of the night
The wave of hope,
The ardor of life,
The path to glory

What a joke

Knock knock,

Who's there?

Your friend Stewie...

And he's always going to be there for you

♥

Life

" And we sing, sing without a reason,"

Time and time again it seems like everything is wrong. There are days when I feel like things can never get any worse. Truly, there are other days where I tend to wonder why they even exist. Every once in a while, when no one speaks, even during that split second, we start to think about ourselves. Only ourselves because in fact, we are selfish people so it's only natural. Its just that, most fail to admit it. I sit here, thinking about myself too.

I can see myself in the near future. Remarkably successful with many cars and a big house with a wide garden in the middle of France. I can also see myself lonely, confused with no directions in life whatsoever. Depending on my mother and father for everything that they can no longer give to me. Things that I should get for myself instead. Peculiar how life works. How we think. The choices we make. The kites we are able to fly.

I need to fly my cerf-volant. I need to be un cerf-volant. Because in time to come, I will realise that I need to open my eyes before I die. Open them to see everything around me clearly before I can't anymore. Look at the big picture from above. Look down and make that change that I want.