Haha I used to top the class for Chemistry. I second-ed the cohort for an A Math paper before (suck it Vietnamese geniuses). Several times I've thought I was smart. That is, until proof in black and white said otherwise.
WELL FUCK THAT
I guess Raffles never was meant to be. I tried to DSA and even my results don't want me there. So, it is a sign that things will get better.
And someday, when I'm rich and famous, I'll look back and say,"What O levels?"
So recovery wasn't as easy as it took for the sun to shine but I got through it. I'm excited for school, wherever I go to. I'm just so damn it excited about it. Everything will be so different. The cheering of a school that would sound equivalent to a small group of Cedarians cheering. NDP will see no jumping and running and screaming and singing like we actually love Singapore. And best of all, Valentine's Day will no longer get me diabetic. Fuck I will miss Cedar. I will miss the whole spirit that died in my batch or hopefully, still lingers in the next. I miss the constant reminders of tests/examination dates. I complain so much about everything in Cedar that I actually love every bit that I've ranted about. I will definitely miss those lame nerd jokes from teachers and attempts to wake the class and stupid stupid scandals and even Mr Eng's awesome screaming ability that can be heard throughout the classroom block. I will miss screaming for Hannah across the rectangle and I will certainly miss running from the rain and getting all soaking wet then laughing about it. I will miss sleeping in lectures and doing Mr Ang's Math papers like I'm a fucking genius and get everything right. I loved it when Ms Thang spewed vulgarities and actually tried to hide them. She made Physics awesome. Mrs Lim should be proud of us because we were only 0.5 away from ONE POINT ZERO. I will miss her stupid dancing to music we all actually hate. She made everything have a lesson. God knows why. She made me realise that no one is going to fucking care about whether you intend to change or not. No one will care if you don't make it. She showed me that. She also showed me that band was the best thing that had ever happened to me in Cedar. And then there is Mrs Hon. I still fucking hate her but what the heck, she made me bond very well with the class because of that, so fuck it, thanks. The Cedar Umbridge. You were sent from the MOE, tried manipulating us with stupid shits and most of the time, wore pink. You crazy bitch. Then there are my friends. I miss every one of those fuckers. I am going to miss everything about Cedar. Every fucking thing.
