samedi 27 août 2011

Embarrassing Embarrassing

I just realised I have other blogs under other emails. I can't access those blogs because I don't know the password to my email! Those blogs are embarrassing. Immature 11-12 year old Adilah. Facepalm.
I need a hacker. Stupid internet. Stupid dumb 11 year old Adilah.


  1. Prelim 2 ended. Temporary freedom
  2. O levels in in 50+ more days :o scared shitless
  3. Hari Raya is in a few more days
I just read Dan Brown's The Lost Symbol and it piqued my interesting in Noetic Science

Part 2

I ignored her. I basically shunned her from my life. It was one of the greatest things I ever did in my life.

So life continued after that and I didn't care about her anymore. However, sometimes, I glance at her just to know how she's doing. I mean, we've been friends for so long. Weirdly, I feel happy and contented when I see her happy and contented. It was like a mutual feeling. You've left me, I've left you. We're both happy and yet, we both still remember out past.

vendredi 12 août 2011

Part 1

I had a friend. She was a really good friend. She listened to everything I had to say. She listened intently to all my problems. She gave me pertinent advice to overcome some of the many obstacles I faced. All in all, she was there for me when I needed her.

Unfortunately, nothing is ever perfect. I was rather delusional and the whole description regarding her loyalty may be an exaggeration. I always dreamt of us as best friends. She was always the one that I wanted to be with all the time whether it was to eat lunch, sing a few tunes or even have that moment of serenity and silence where nothing else mattered. She was that one entity that could make me or break me. True enough, she broke me. She broke me into many pieces like glass shattering at high frequencies.

The light always shined on her. I represented nothing more than a mere shadow. She took the stage all the time, the limelight reflecting the blue pigments in her iris. Her golden hair always swayed with the wind and to top it all off, her personality was to die for. Everyone wanted to be her. Every living soul wanted parts of her to conjoin with their bodies. Everyone except me. All I wanted was to be a part of her life. Her perfect little barbie doll life. 

Until one day, I got tired of everything. 

(all characters in this little story were made up. but the story itself, is pretty true)

jeudi 11 août 2011

IT'S PRELIMS AND I'M NOT PREPARED AND I'M STILL ONLINE LIKE A FREAKING BOSS THAT'S AFRAID TO FAIL
what the hell am i doing with my life