jeudi 11 août 2011

IT'S PRELIMS AND I'M NOT PREPARED AND I'M STILL ONLINE LIKE A FREAKING BOSS THAT'S AFRAID TO FAIL
what the hell am i doing with my life

samedi 16 juillet 2011

Hope you enjoy it this time


Many things have been happening now. I am experiencing the plunge. I am losing focus in Math lessons because I do not understand it anymore. I have not been doing my homework regularly. I have been listless in class. So... what if I screw life up. I have no talent to help me become a musician, artist et cetera.
I don't feel anything anymore... Mrs Foo caught me using my handphone. I was just checking the time anyway. But it was so blatant and it looked like I was smsing so she just assumed. When she came up with her long speech of disappointment and how I'm making wrong decisions, I did not feel a thing. I did not  feel annoyed, guilty, pissed or whatever. It was so weird. I just wanted her to get the fuck away so that I could do my work. I did not feel any thing...
Teachers don't really care about me.. I don't know why but I can sleep under their noses and they just ignore me ignoring them..

lundi 20 juin 2011

Made...In...China!!!!!!

Go and die.
There's school tomorrow! Time for hell oh yeah. Haven't done my homework. Now question: what the hell have I been doing for the past 3 weeks. Ans: NOTHING. A1 for the intelligent life form. So it's almost one a.m and I am first going to research what a.m. means. So it means Ante Meridian. Okay, learnt something new today. I must honestly say that I tried studying but I didn't like it so it didn't last long. I will try my very best to finish up all my homework. I am going to help my aunt mark her papers after school tomorrow. I say school despite it actually being called extra class because it starts almost the same time and ends almost the same time as school! Extra class my butthole! I be @Cedar Girls' Secondary School tomorrow @8.00 scratching my asshole getting comfortable in the seat in Opal and learning Maths until 12.30 post meridian... See what I did there?  Crap, exceeded by 2 minutes. Time to click 'Publish Post'. 

dimanche 5 juin 2011

Bonne soirée. Je suis désolé, je veux dire bonjour

So basically, a lot of things have been going on, right and wrong, and a lot of things I have to do. It is the June holidays. I wasted a week already. I got back my results, 4As3Bs1C, kill me now. I deproved in 5 subjects. I sent in my application for dsa to rj. I didn't practice my horn today. I suck at the horn. I sound like crap. I'm studying tomorrow. I have school in the last week. I need to buck up my Eng. I haven't cleaned up my room yet. My brother brought back a kitten :D its bloody 1.24!? I lack sleep. I'm growing fat. Like a fat pig. I need to lose weight. I am working towards 8A1s. Okay, fat hope, but I am trying. I will do my very best.
xoxo

dimanche 8 mai 2011

Digimon Digital monsters
Digimon are the champions!
FUCK THE EXAMS

jeudi 31 mars 2011

Jean-Baptiste Maunier

I missed out too much being born in Singapore. 

mardi 29 mars 2011

hello hello hello hello how low

SYF is in a week. If we get another Silver, I will hide under the concert hall's seat and cry like a baby.

mardi 8 mars 2011

Home's a place where we've grown

All of us are done for. 

We all live in a beautiful world. Whether we see it as beautiful depends on our perspective and mindset.

I just received a text message that made me beam. Plastered smile I swear. On the other hand, I received a text message before that informing me that SYF is on the 6th of April. Plastered worry I swear. And  early in the morning I received a text message about Physics. Didn't react much to it though. I see how text messages can affect your mood. Weird. Advancements in technology have made a significant difference in our lives though not all of us see it. Pity.

I'm reading a book titled "Paris Requiem". Pretty good book. Grabbed my attention in the first few pages when the whole scene reminds me of the scene described in "Perfume: Story of a Murderer". I made judgements but was not disappointed so that's good I guess. Unfortunately, I need to return the book in 4 days time. Pity.

So after 'extra lessons' today, I went to the library and managed to accomplish more than expected! Not a pity.

Many of those I know have a misconception that I am afraid of O levels. I'm not. I'm actually afraid of January 10/11.

I have a problem, I hate people I don't even know. That is wrong, isn't it?