Running through my veins

No words to describe

I am studying Malay :D

School is technically over.

Eng: B3

HML: C5

SS/Geog: B3

E Math: A1

A Math: A1

Chem: A1

Bio: A2

Phy: A2

Comments: Adilah displays a strong sense of responsibility and a high degree of emotional maturity. She demonstrates initiative in solving problems and takes great pride in her work. Adilah should continue to remain focused to strie for excellence in all aspects of her work.

To Mr Ang Kai Jie: I'm sorry that I disappointed you in A Maths. I know you expected me to get an A1 but I didn't. I'm sorry I blanked out and didn't read the questions properly and didn't have proper time management. I'm also sorry about letting a worm get me distracted from morning assembly. I'm sorry that I tend to sleep in class. I want to thank you for your nagging had actually made me relook into things. Esspecially about Biology and school rules and boys. Thank you for all your concern. Even though it gets irritating, I realise that it is sincere and that's more than what we can ever ask for. Thank you for all your Maths homeworks and papers and quizes that kill our souls. All in all, thank you for being a great E/A Maths and form teacher of 3A. We won't be the same without you.

SARAS: HAPPY HOLIDAYS ADILAH

ME: THANKS, SEE YOU ON MONDAY. 

Contradicting? Yes.

I'm so bloody scared

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I think I had too much fun that I forgot what was really important.

Hello, we are the Young Veins

So we got back a few papers today. I deproved in almost everything but SS, English and Malay. Is that depressing or what. With that, I am not looking forward to Monday at all. 1. I totally neglected Physics. I am prepared for a fail but I don't want one. 2. A-maths was just..

Mr Ang, "I do not want to ruin your weekends."

Spoken like a true hero. So therefore, we can infer what would be the comments that we were suppose to receive for the A Maths paper.

Brutal, Just so Brutal

I'm dreading tomorrow. It's like dooms day just not as bad. But that doesn't make it good now, does it. If I deprove, I'll never see life anymore, not that I did before this. My next end of years is O levels and my next few major exams will be my most important ones. Technically, it is just multiple prelims. Oh fuck it. I don't give a damn anymore. I shall just live with it. All this bull shit about  studying harder. There is only so much I can do. So much I want to do in fact. I realise I cannot force myself to do something. I must really want it then I will go for it. If not, fuck it. As I said.

PSI 108. Singapore's becoming more and more, like China. Air polluted, more and more China people here. Frankly speaking, I feel like I no longer posses an identity. When foreigners come to Singapore, I am just labelled as a Chinese because they see it as the most prominent thing in Singapore/Asia. To make things worse, I look like one. No matter how tan I become. One day, I'll be black. Hopefully then will people regard me as someone else. Will I get into jail for that? Well, I mean no harm to whichever spy dude is reading this. Highly unlikely but I shouldn't take chances.

I miss you people. Good Night