Boy did they have fun behind the sea

I feel like I'm getting more muscular. Which does not look good. because as my muscles grow bigger, my fats still stay and with that, I just look fatter. Does it help that a majority of the world population finds fat ugly? I know I am ugly so I just don't want to get uglier.

Solution to this problem is to not go for jogging and P.E. But that is highly impossible because I use those periods to relive my childhood and have fun. I realise that all my laughs and smiles during jogging and P.E. are sincere. I feel really happy to be able to step out the students' graveyard and feel alive.

So the solution to that problem is to go on a diet. On the other hand, I need to eat. especially when I am hungry. Because in being a Biology student, I know what happens to the body if it lacks food et cetera. So I do not want any physical internal problems that I can't see and solve easily to rise.

Solution to that problem, is to not study Biology so that I don't get influenced by the things that I learn However, Biology is one of the subjects I take in school and I can't ignore it. It's one of my core subjects. And plus, it is good to learn about new things. Reason for that, knowledge is power. Also, Islam encourages us to know more, and since I have the opportunity, I should take it and treasure it.

And so, the solution to that problem, is to not go to school. Fuck it, living in Singapore is hell.