Everyday's just getting worse

I don't know why but everything is just pissing me off today. Oh well.

Always Gold

But everything goes awayYeah everything goes awayBut I'm going to be here until I'm nothingBut bones in the ground

So, I guess I have a secret crush on this soccer player and it's growing stronger and stronger everyday. Except, I know I'm not his type and he's not my type so I will just wait in my cave until the right evolution comes along.  


I have a Chemistry test tomorrow and I promise that I will bath after I post this entry and go straight to studying. My English sounded weird there. Today was a pretty average day. I was so tired and hungry but thank god I didn't sleep during any lessons. 

Now comes the ranting part. I seriously cannot take the Maths teacher. She sounds like a gigantic ant that can't find her sugar during class and kept smiling because she went high on caffeine thinking that the coffee she drank would have sugar. 


Well, no more ranting. I will see the light soon. I just need to remain focused and do better for my Promos. Insya'allah. 


On a lighter note, people were relatively happy today although I think I fake it most of the times. Hopefully if I fake it long enough, it will end up to be something real. 


Au Revoir for now!

I'll come back tomorrow

50 page reviews yesterday?!

Today was pretty all right. I'm getting tired of them calling me smart. That's the only downside to every school day. My friends just see so much in me when actually, I'm nothing but a dumb touche.

After breakfast before the fasting began, I didn't sleep and ended up laughing too loudly with my sister. In the end both of us left the house very late which is a shame because we've been awake since 4.45 am. I was on time, on the dot as per usual, but she was late. Epic thing was  that she had to send a message to our parents regarding their late coming. "Dear Mom, this is the 1st time I'm late and it is only the 20th day of the term..." I don't know how much more embarrassed I would be if I was the discipline master.

After school, I was supposed to study with a few classmates, namely, Destin and Jun Liang. All right so it's only two. Turns out Destin went to study with his J2 friends and Jun Liang left. I wanted to go home but thank god I remembered I was supposed to meet Afiq in the study room. So I texted Ming En on the way there and ended up studying with Hadi, Syahmi, Afiq, Ming En and with the presence of Khalis and Adam. At around 6.45pm, after Hilman and Matin(?) came then we all left. I was pretty early for breakfast.

Right now, I am blogging. I will do the E-learning part of Oscillations, study a little bit of Geography and then do Chemical Equilibrium. I can't wait for Wednesday. Short day plus band, nothing beats that but Friday because it's an even shorter day.

I want to eat an apple now.

Pulmonary Aches

I've never felt like I could just miss a step and fall out of line into a pit so deep and dark that it sucks out all the life in me. 

Mid Year examinations have ended and results were announced. I guess I could say I did pretty well with an A in Math, B in Physics and GP, C in Chemistry and yes, finally, a U in Geography. I can only make one conclusion, when I study harder, I will do better. Based on my results, I guess you can tell which I studied for the most and which I didn't study for at all. Last liner for studies, PW sucks banana balls. So that's all about school and studies. 6 months has passed and I've honestly made awesome friends. 

In other news, I am growing - fatter. I'm not even kidding. I can feel the fats growing inside of me, rippling at any point of contact. It disgusts me.

So, while I'm typing this, my cat just walked behind my brother's laptop, got itself comfortable and slept. I can't even. That is too cute.

Sadly, I have to get back to E-learning because I've decided to transfer the files into my thumbdrive to access them in my brother's computer considering my brother's computer can't access any MOE website. Au revoir for now!